About me
Im Vanessa and i just love tumblr is like a way where i can be myself, i stalk but not in a scary way but in a tumblr way.God gave us this life and he can take it whenever he wants he is our saviour he gave his life for us we must please them cuz we all have a purpose in this life and it worth it wether if its for good or bad no matter if its a little one or the biggest cuz everything happens for a reason and even we may not know what the reason is, in this life we serve and we need to find out what is...i havent found mine and i dont want to be just someone else in this life, we all can be someone in this life were all uniques and i still waiting no matter what and i know that if i fight for something i truly want ill get through and i will get it, just close my eyes and believe in me, i love to make someone happy, see them a smile changes me even if im dying or have through a lot of pain inside of me im happy for them and makes me smile too.
I don judge anyone, we are humans we laugh we cry we live, we make mistakes were not perfect and we always learn from them and we make stronger and no one is perfect, no one is a robot.
About me well, lets say...responsible,kind hearted,trust in myself but i hate when they dont trust in me, lazy, always a prankster,just go with the flow, easy to get some friends and talk so much with someone,dreamer,easily distracted, i love to feel that they love me too,creative with a big imagination,,loves to laugh,loves freedom and maybe sometimes rebel,caring about people, faithful some says i am curious, stronger everyday, crazy with my friends of course im lazy i hate doing homeworks cant deny it but when its something really important i give all my potential, im not perfect of course im not ive never said that and i will never say it cuz the only one who is perfect is God completely true who i always gonna serve.
Lets say that i have many friends that i love more than anything else but theres just a few that i can trust specially when i dont like to talk about me or my personal life, i know that theyre gonna be supportin me in the darknest and enjoy with me in the brightest, my life is normal but complicated, when someone hurts me i can forgive them and still with them but i would never forget what they did, its hard for me to get to trust in people and when i finally can i tell them about me knowing that they will support me and theyre gonna keep that secret, i love to help others and see them smile no matter if im dying or having a lot of pain inside of me see them happy is my happiness too.
I love my life i couldnt ask for more a lot of people says me im lucky for that but they dont know me at all and they dont know all ive been through but i know that i am blessed to have a beautiful and lovely family. I like to dream but im also down to earth.
I love life and live it with the persons i love enjoy living my life full of adventures just chillin out with my friends thats what i love more or being alone im not saying that i hate to be surrounded by people but everyone needs a private time to think i love to spend time with myself.
i love going out with my friends to the mall or the movie teather just like other of my passions...shopping...really specially when i go to the mall with my friends.
Theyve told me im funny, lovely and good giving advices...im not a hypocrit or taking advantage of it, i make a lot of mistakes not because i want but cuz everything happens for a reason.
I dont hate anyone or criticizes them cuz if i hate when they critizice and then i do the same then im gonna be just like them theres no hate in me it doesnt worth it, they dont worth it, i keep strong with my head high and i wont give up, i wont fall down.
I love living life and i dont care for those who critizices or think bad im not a copy of others i know im unic and theyre just boring they do always the same im not changing for that im not a fool and just because they say it theyre not bringing me down, i know i make a lot of mistakes but its for a reason i love who i am this is me and im not trying to follow anyone this is the way i am and how it always be. Im my own person, im just myself.
sometimes im crazy and lazy in other times i love having the best fun the things i love to do is laugh and smile both are great, sleep, listen to music and see the smile in others.
maybe im not myself with people i dont know or i dont know so much im shy and never talk but when im with my friends or those ones who im comfortable i become the one who i am, a bit crazy yes but never a copy they know who i am.
most of the times i get in troubles when im screaming or maybe talking too much.
totally love when my friends stay the night, all awake the whole night laughing, watching some scary movies i dont know but i always have fun with them.
they know that if i dont talk or when i dont laugh about some silly things i guess that they know ive been through some pain...
As i said before i love music maybe when im alone is the only one who is there when no one is around it makes me feel that im not alone as i tought sometimes i smile with it or maybe cry it makes my feelings go out with what they say makes me feel im free like is my passion i couldnt live without it at least for one day i love playing guitar and writing songs...with all my heart i know that keeps me sane and is my drug just like the animals,protect them and i wish i could have a lot but im not allowed to...
Let them say what they want, let them judge, they dont know me, they think i have a great life, they think i have all figured it out but im just too far away from that, im just too far away to be happy.
And yeah i dont care what they say about me cuz im living this great life im original just be yourself and dream cuz everyone can dream and have their own world isnt it? :)
